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Alone With My Thoughts

by Distract Me

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1.
In Closing 04:08
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I won't let this go Your voice, it haunts me I can't find the reasons why I should stay, my darling Will you let me go? If I'm not alive, when you leave The world will not come down If I take it all down with me Will you even hear the sound? To hurt my family To hear them cry, it kills me Just to see your eyes To prove you're there, will you be? If I'm not alive, when you leave The world will not come down If I take it all down with me Will you even hear the sound? I can't help but feel, the relief Of ending all this now So how does it feel to finally See us die? I have been holding onto memories of you to stay afloat So now I'm writing you into the longest part of my last note I hope this message won't fall on deaf ears like everything I wrote All of those little things have gone away but I still love you Do you remember all our inside jokes and stupid cliches? I can't forget about all of the time we wasted in my room The fact that someone else is holding you makes me fade away Oh God, if you're up there, what have I done? Will I see you soon?
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Chemicals 03:16
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We're all still searching for what makes us feel alive Fading away with all of the good in me, I turn my face to the skies A generation of lust and impurity makes me start to wonder why Alone with my thoughts, oh how they're hurting me. I no longer feel alive I waste away with no shred of dignity; another typical night The chemicals inside are tearing me apart And nothing you can say or do, will save me from my heart I know that thinking through won't take me very far My mind's an open wound, it kills me from the start Give me the chance and I'll let you down again, I'm broken in that sense Never forget the looks from the faces of people I cared about then Pent up with memories of my abandonment, I never could make amends I'll beg for closure, give me some reasoning. In the end it wasn't meant But I can't forget The chemicals inside are tearing me apart And nothing you can say or do, will save me from my heart I know that thinking through won't take me very far My mind's an open wound, it kills me from the start We're all still searching for what makes us feel alive And with our final breaths we look back on our lives
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We All Hide 03:52
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Sleep away the aches of one more day I know that tomorrow things could change Wake from my dreams of company Cause I'm still so filled with doubt And I tell myself Don't Let it show, let it show No, don't Let it show, let it show Run far away from all the pain A new life, watch all my fears go down the drain Live, and meet new friends along the way But they know I tell myself every day Just don't Let it show, let it show No, don't Let it show, let it show Cause we all face these problems each day I just can't be the only one to see the world this way So don't Let it show, let it show Now it seems that somewhere I have lost my place Scared of living with the fear of death Staring down at all of the worries I face Where will I go when there's nothing left? I wish could take down all my lonely thoughts Box them up and leave them on the shelf Pretend to be everything I'm not But in the end it's just me by myself

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released July 5, 2012

Written, Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Andy Cizek.

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Distract Me Frederick, Maryland

Music by Andrew Scott Cizek.

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